Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Give time to yourself

Its been two years I am living a life seeing and knowing world through my outer senses..not feeding much to the mind and leaving the mind to a still state.

I used to get anxiety attacks,insomnia and restlessness frequently and it is then I realized it is too much that I have lived with the outer senses,and need to give some time to the mind and understanding the inner senses.

I have done pranayama,that helped me to sail through one of the inner shell and all the restlessness have reduced to an amount but still there is some more shells are there inside which I have to understand and sail through.

I am not sure what I need to do for that,may be some time daily dedicated to reading or some time sitting writing some thing that comes to the mind or some time spend alone in a meditative state.  or to follow a passion sincerely.

I have many plans to do and give some time to inner me as my days ahead wont be much occupied as some one very close to me is leaving me alone and going to a far place.

I will surely miss him but I will dedicate that time to mine alone for my better growth.




Monday, October 29, 2012

Want to be child again..

Today when I was coming to office I saw my reflection in one of the cars window,for a second I was amused at whom I am seeing,is it really me or only the body of mine which is staring..I felt like me as a soul have come out of the body and was staring to the mirror.
The reflection which I have seen was not me,it was some one else whom I never known,never wanted to become,a girl wearing a goggles,and wearing a modern outfit she was looking like one of the girls I used to see in the movies,stylish fashionable and beautiful.

When I was a child I never thought I will end up in this big city and settle down in  a city like this,I have grown up in a small village in a big family that consists of a great grand father grand mothers and uncles and aunts and so many children's and many servants.

My family was a higher cast rich respected family in the village,every one respected grandfather,he owned the only school in the village and my mom,dad, uncle and aunt where working as teachers in the same school,we owned most of the lands in the village and was providing means for livelihood for the villagers.

Every one admired grand ma as she was a very elegant women ,who was very beautiful,powerful and generous,she makes sure every one who come to home have filled there stomach and ate nicely,also she had the tactics to make servants to do their duty properly.

Grandfather was very commanding ,but was kind at heart.every day there used to be at least 10 to 12 visitors for him.most of the people would have come for some kind of help and he will also used to help them as how much he can.

Most memories of my grand father and grand mother which I have is ,he is reading his daily news paper from our veranda ,sitting in his long comfort chair which is made of wood and cloth.I loved to sit in that chair,so whenever he is not there at home I used to sit in that chair and swing,will never used to allow my sisters to take that place of mine.and I used to pretend as if I am grand pa who is reading the news paper.

Grand mother's memory which I have is she is reading the Ramayana slogas from a Big book keeping in a stand from the veranda at afternoons around three ,It is nice to listen as the house will go to a sleepy mode after three with no sound except her elegant voice reading the slogas in a nice tune,I used to listen to it and roam around the house watching the lovely afternoon light and listening to the birds chirps and natures wonder noises..When I think about those afternoon it is a divine feeling now..I could completely understand her spirituality and he singling the sloga's "Naranayingane janichu bhumiyil naraga vaasikalkkidayil njan...narakathil ninnum karakettidene tiru vaikya vazhum shivashambho.."
She was a big dietary of lord Vishnu..I remember her telling the stories of sri krishna,how yashoda used to feed the krishna when he was a child with rice,dahi and upperi and feeds me the same way I used to get amused with her stories and open my mouth and gulp the rise at a short thinking I can also gulp the same way as srikrishna and she used to say the stories when yashoda asks krishna to open the mouth when she finds him eating the sand he opens and show her the four world in his mouth to yashoda and she will realize he is not a child the god himself .also I remember her telling the story of a crocodile and an elephant an elephant getting stuck in a crocodiles mouth and he prays to lord Vishnu and pluck a flower  says "Narayana akilaguro Bhagavan namasthey" and do archana to lord mahavishnu,and seeing this lord mahavishnu himself will come and kill the crocodile with his sudarshana chakra and frees the elephant.
She used to tell me then when you are in trouble you should pray to lord Vishnu and chant that mantra ,he will come and save you from all the troubles..I believed in her words and used to chant them whenever I kneel down before the gods..
Those days taught me the power of belief and faith ,But as I grown I have changed I have forgot the power of beliefs and started going in wrong paths where is no belief's no faith in any one and to any body.

Continue...



Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Do not call me back

Do not call me back,
As yesterdays are over and this is time for today

Do not call me back,
As the yesterday's with you had shades of tear and pain

Do not call me back,
As there is nothing left for us for tomorrow.

Do  not call me back,
As even though I think about you ,I don't wish to be with you .

Do not call me back,
As I have much deserving people to give my time to.




Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Dreams and ambitions

I often ask myself what I want in life,A family a loving husband children's ? That was all I wanted two three years before.But now things have changed.

I still want a loving family that is my first priority, apart from that I have an endless list in front of me,noting down some of the wish list here.

Short term goals:

 - Want to loose weight - at-least 10 kg .
- Want to learn to drive car .
- Want to pursue a serious passion - As of now cycling,photography are in the list and doing cycling already but wanted to do it more seriously,got a new camera want to learn to take good pictures out of it.
- Want to learn to cook more recipes/varieties(need to buy a microwave oven) .
- Want to shift to a new/big house and do some small gardening(veggies and herbs).
- Support one/more orphan kids for studies.
- Want to enroll to MBA from IIT
- Want to enroll to a creative writing course.

Long Term goals:

 - Buy a property in Bangalore.
 - Want to support kids and women and want to start a shelter home.
 - Have a family.
 - Travel and visit places as much  as possible.
-write a book :)(It is a very secret wish)

These all are the only long term goals I could visualize now.









Friday, October 5, 2012

Achieving what felt was impossible

Almost 1 1/2 years before when I first went for a cycling day out organized by Art of cycling ,I felt cycling 45 km's in Bangalore city at a stretch in 3 hours is an impossible task.
But I challenged my thoughts and went ahead and paid the money 999 for a day trip that started from Leela palace in mg road then saw the Bangalore in a different perspective in a cycle.
We where a group of four me,two foreigner girls and pankaj the organizer.We have been to two churches in mg road and Cubbon park ,high court on a cool Sunday morning and had breakfast from koshis around 9 pm and cycled back to the organizers flat near Leela palace road.

I was the last one who was riding in that group,struggling to get in pace with the group.But that day after the  cycling was done I felt so happy even though every inch of my body was aching.

Then came to the idea to me why not buy a cycle for  some casual ride in btm area where I stay in the weekend,I have crossed trough that shop "Fitness through travels" in BTM 2nd stage many times and have once asked also how much a cycle cost,after hearing the price I thought those guys are crazy selling cycles for 15 to 20 k prices and dropped my plan for buying one.

But this ride have changed my thought,one Friday evening with my friend I went there and didn't have a single rupee with me still checked out the cycles and took a test ride on the Schwinn frontier expert cycle.
I dint have plan to buy the cycle on that day but after the ride I was like I wanted to buy it right away,my friend given his credit card to me seeing my enthusiasm and brought that little beauty to me.

I have done some casual rides after that in an around btm area and thought of cycling to office mainly because of the unavailability of buses and high charging auto wala's.
Initially it was difficult for me took 45 minutes and some times almost 1 hour to reach office and most of the time time after I reach I used to be deadly tired and wanting to have some food.I have started out with minim 2 to 3 days in a week,slowly I  have picked up the pace and could reach office in 30 minute ride and felt so energetic after that. and cycled every day to office I have continued this for 3 full month.It was like achieving some goal feeling so free.

Then I thought why not go for weekend rides as I already have couple of hours of daily ride experiences,and asked my friend from fitness through travels are they doing any weekend rides,he said yes and I planned to join them for shivanahalli ride on a Saturday,the ride was smooth an nice till before we reached the destination,I have gone through a bad fall in that ride when I was riding like a bird in a downhill nothing much happened but my cycles rim was damaged and I was then afraid of getting in to the bike.

I have given a break to my cycling after this bad fall and after I recovered from the shock ,I again started riding to office,keeping apart all bad experiences.but it didn't stay long as I started picking up the pace again my beloved bike got stolen on a bad Sunday night.But I was in no mood to give up on the cycling so I got my brothers cycle to Bangalore and started riding in it.

Now it been quite a time I am riding feeling so good after the ride but want to enhance my cycling duration to daily workout ride in the morning/evening for 1 to 2 hours.

I now feel it is impossible to get up in the morning daily and do this ride but I know its only thought I will do it in one month down the line.

Cheers and Happy cycling to all.




 



Thursday, October 4, 2012

Trip to masinagudi

Its been long time I have packed my backpacks and gone out,so we decided to go for a quick refreshing trip.
 we have started the plan with eight people but at last end up with only five me ,my room mate , her boyfriend and her two couple friends

We Started from Bangalore on Saturday morning around 3 am, took nice/mysore road route and took a coffee break in CCD  around 5 am and reached Mysore around 6 am.

From Mysore we have taken Mysore bypass road and went towards Ooty and after passing Bandipur and Muthumalai forest road reached Masinagudi Vally around 9 am. we could spot couple of wild animals in both bandipur and muthumali forest range,once we entered the forest range complete weather was changed,it was calm,cool and serene. we stopped the songs in the car and driven slowly enjoying the natural beauty with out disturbing the nature.








we reached masinagudi around 9 and from there with out checking in to the resort, we have planned to visit ooty and climbed 36 hair pins and reached ooty.the steep climb was little risky and at the same time very thrilling.on each turn temperature started dropping, also giving a nice view of the nilgiri hills.
Around 10 am we reached ooty and went to lake view hotel for breakfast.The hotel was an old one but very neat and tidy had breakfast from there and headed to ooty lake for a leisure boat journey.ooty is a untouched scenic town welcoming you with its natures beauty pleasant climate and at the same time pleasant people.we could get the eucalyptus smell  in the air also a fresh mountain air that will fill your lungs and could spot happy farmers who works in the land cultivating cabbage,carrots and other vegetables that grow in the cold climate.











every one was in a very happy mood,so we put some good songs that goes with the mood.boat journey was so pleasant ,we have taken couple of photos from there.The water in the river was so chill that you cant even keep your leg in the water.

After roaming around the town,we started back to masinagudi around 1pm and climbed down and reached the valley around 2 pm.the road to the resort was little remote and there was not much pointers to the resort so we have to call the manager in the resort to get the correct route and around 2 30 pm we reached the resort.

The manager was waiting for us and he along with a servant guided us to the camp site where we where going to stay,it was a two storey hut along with tow bath rooms which was very neat and clean.in the first floor we had a tent in which 3 people can occupy and a rack,same in the second floor also.we all liked the place kept all our belongings there and headed for lunch as it was already late and every one was very hungry.





Canteen was near by and lunch was served in a homely manner,including polkas,rise,Dal,tow sabjis,pappd,sweets etc.it was very simple lunch but delicious one prepared in a very homely manner.

After the lunch we have taken a walk around the resort,we could spot passion fruit trees,pomegranate trees and lot other trees in the resort best part was the view from our hut straight facing the beautiful blue nilgiri hills and a nice green natural lawn.

They have put lots of swinging beds also in the resort,I wished I had taken a nice book so that I could read that on that swing.there was  a badminton court,tt table also which we have made use in the evening.

We all have taken good rest after the lunch because every one was so tired due to the traveling around 5 they served us tea,coffee and biscuits at our place again coffee was so homely delicious. Then we played couple of games and went for a evening safari in our car towards bandipur and muthumalai forest range hoping to see some more wild animals but couldn't spot many.

After the safari,we all freshened up and was ready for camp fire around 8 pm,they served us some snacks and guys where drinking and we all had a nice time chatting and enjoying the food around 9 30 we went for dinner and again dinner was so yummy like lunch adding up some more nice dishes and around 10 30 all went to bed.

In the morning every one woke up around 6 30 and got ready for the trekking to the near by nilgiri forest range.we had two guides and we where a group of 9 including two more people from the another guest groups.

slowly we started going in to the forest,initially we could see only bamboo's and a small dried out stream..but as we started walking more in to the forest bamboos vanished and started to hear a stream voice.and saw lots of big big trees and a small stream.

Once we entered to the forest the guide asked us not to make any noice and listen to the nature,every one went silent and started walking slowly in a man made path.we spotted a wild squirrel and heard a tiger voice also.he said once in the hills the temperature starts increasing the animals will come down from drinking water in the stream,we crossed the stream it would have been a big river in the rainy days the signs of the stream indicate that.

we climbed a rock and could have a nice view of the Vally and hills by the time every one was very hungry and tired,so we decided to go back.










around 10 am we reached the resort and a delicious and grant breakfast was waiting for us,every one satisfied our hungry stomach and retired to the camp sites. an interesting view was the deers in group who have visited near our camp sites to eat the grass I felt like the nature and me become one seeing it.

after a couple of  hours rest we all got freshened and started back to Bangalore around 12 30.no one was in a mood to come from that resort,it was such a beautiful place where i felt human habitations and nature is living in harmony.

Every one was in a charged mood and we headed back and had a nice road trip back to Bangalore cracking jokes and taking couple of breaks for coffee and lunch.



we reached back Bangalore around 7 30  pm.

This trip is one of the memorable one I ever had.





Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Exercise mania

Its been long time close to 4 years I am trying to loose weight.
Tried everything from gym,walking,aerobics, joining dancing classes,doing cycling and oh yeah the so called dieting.
The two things that worked out for me was 1) walking 30 minutes in the morning daily and strict dieting for a month both helped me to loose a couple of kg even though all that came back after 2 3 months.





Now I am back again to exercising,trying out aerobics with my room mate.but not doing it sincerely.will see where it will lead and will I loose some of my flab's.




Ormayile Onam

എനിക്ക്  ഓര്‍മ്മിക്കാന്‍ ഒരുപാട് കാര്യങ്ങള്‍  എന്റെ കുട്ടിക്കാലത്തെ ഓണങ്ങള്‍ സമ്മാനിച്ചിട്ടുണ്ട് .

അതില്‍ ചിലത് ഇവിടെ ഓര്‍മ്മിക്കുന്നു.

ഓണക്കാലത്ത് അന്ന് സ്കൂള്‍ അടച്ചാല്‍ പിന്നെ കാത്തിരുപ്പാണ് ,പുതിയ ഉടുപ്പ് വാങ്ങാന്‍ അച്ഛനും അമ്മയും കണ്ണൂര്‍ പോകുന്നതും കാത്തു ,അന്ന് പുതിയ ഉടുപ്പുക്കള്‍ ഓണത്തിനും വിഷുവിനും മാത്രമേ കിട്ടിയിരുന്നുള്ളു ,ചിലപ്പോള്‍ വല്യച്ചനും ഉടുപ്പ് തരും.അനിയത്തി ഉണ്ടായതില്‍ പിന്നെ എനിക്ക് കിട്ടുന്ന ഉടുപ്പ് അവള്‍ക്കായി.അതുകൊണ്ട് തന്നെ ഉടുപ്പ് കിട്ടുംബോലുള്ള സന്ദോഷം പറയാനില്ല.

ഓണക്കാലത്ത് ഞങ്ങള്‍ കുട്ടികള്‍ക്ക് പിന്നെ ഉള്ള സന്ദോഷം കുഞ്ഞെട്ടനും കുച്ചുവുന്‍ വരും എന്നുള്ളതാണ് അവര്‍ വല്യച്ചണ്ടേ കുട്ടികള്‍ ആണ്,എന്നേക്കാള്‍ ഒരു വയസ്സ് മുപ്പു കുഇന്ജെട്ടനുമ് ,ഒരു വയസ്സ് ഇളയത് കുച്ചുവും.പിന്നെ ധന്യെചിയും എത്തും.പിന്നെ അവിടെ കളികളുടെ പോടീ പൂരം ആയി.

ഓണതലെന്നു ഉച്ചയ്ക്ക് ശേഷമുള്ള വല്യച്ചണ്ടേ നേതൃത്തത്തിലുള്ള നാട് ചുറ്റിയുള്ള പൂ പറിയും ,പിന്നെ ഉള്ള കുളത്തിലുള്ള കുളിയും ഒക്കെ അകെ രസമാണ്.

പൂ പറിക്കാന്‍ പോകുന്നത് തന്നെ ഒരു ഉത്സാഹമാണ്,പ്രത്യേകിച്ച് പാടത്തുള്ള നെല്ലിണ്ടേ അരി പരിക്കുക,അതിനു ഭയങ്ങ ടെമന്ദ് ആണ് അന്നൊക്കെ,ഉച്ചയ്ക്ക് ഉണ് കഴിഞ്ഞു ഉള്ള സമയത്താണ് ഏറ്റവും തിരക്ക്,ഒരു പാട് കുട്ടികള്‍ പടതുണ്ടാകും അതു കൊണ്ട് മത്സരിച്ചാണ്‌ അരി പറിക്കല്‍,പിന്നെ വിഒലെട് നിറത്തിലുള്ള കക്കപ്പോവ്,തുമ്പപൂവ്‌ ,ഹനുമാന്‍ കിരിടം ഇതൊക്കെ ആണ് ടെമാണ്ട്സ് ഉള്ള പൂക്കള്‍ ,അതും ധാരാളം കാണും പാടത്തുഒരു മുന്ന് മണി മുതല്‍ ആര് മണി വരെ പൂ പറിക്കല്‍ തന്നെയാണ് പണി ,വട്ടക്കയം വരെ ഒക്കെ നടന്നു പൂ പറിച്ചിട്ടുണ്ട് ,തിരിച് വരുമ്പോള്‍ അകെ ചെളിയില്‍ കുളിച്ചിട്ടുണ്ടാകും പിന്നെ നേരെ ഇല്ലാത് പോലും കേറാതെ കുലതിലെക്ക് ഓടും അവിടുന്ന് ഒരു കുളിയും പസക്കിയിട്ടെ ഇല്ലത്തേക്ക് വരുള്ളൂ.വൈകുന്നേരം സന്ദ്യ നാമം ജപിച്ചു കഴിഞ്ഞാല്‍ പിന്നെ പൂകള്‍ നേരെ ആക്കല്‍ ആണ് പണി.എല്ലാ തരത്തിലുള്ള പൂകളും തരം ടിര്ച് മാറ്റി വക്കുക്ക,പുല്ലരി ഉതിര്‍ക്കുക ,അങ്ങനെ ഒന്‍പത മണി വരെ പണി തന്നെ പണി പിന്നെ ഉനും കഴിച്ച പിറ്റേ ദിവസം ഇടേണ്ട പുതിയ ഉടുപ്പും ആലോചിച് കിടക്കും.

രാവിലെ പതിവുല്ലതിനെക്കാള്‍ ഉത്സാഹത്തോടെ എഴുന്നേറ്റ് ആദ്യം കുളി ,പിന്നെ പുതിയ ഉടുപ്പിടല്‍ പിന്നെ ഓരോരുത്തര്‍ക്ക് ഓരോ ജോലിയാണ്,ഒരാള്‍ക്ക് ചെമ്പരത്തി പറിക്കല്‍ മട്ടള്‍ക്ക് കാലം വരക്കല്‍,പിന്നെ പൂക്കള്‍ തരം തിരിക്കല്‍ അങ്ങനെ,പക്ഷെ പൂവിടല്‍ എല്ലാരും കൂടെ ആണ് .പൂവിട്ടു കഴിഞ്ഞാല്‍ പിന്നെ പ്രഭാത ഭക്ഷണം കഴിക്കല്‍ ആണ്, എന്റെ ഓര്‍മയിലെ എല്ലാ ഓണത്തിനും രാവിലെ ഇഡലി യും പഴം നുറുക്കും പപ്പടവും ആണ് .ഇഡലി യെ ക്കള്‍ എനിക്ക് പ്രിയം പഴം നുരുക്കാന് ,അതു പപ്പടവും കുട്ടി കൊണ്ട് കുഴച്ചു കഴിക്കുന്ന സ്വാദ് വേറെ ഒരു പലഹാരത്തിനും ഇതുവരേം എനിക്ക് തോന്നിയിട്ടില്ല.

ഭക്ഷണം കഴിഞ്ഞാല്‍ പിന്നെ ഉഞ്ഞാല്‍ ആടല്‍ ,അങ്ങനെ പല പല കളി കള്‍ ആയി.
ഇടയ്ക്കിടയ്ക്ക് അടുക്കളയില്‍ വന്നു നോക്കലും ,പഴം നുറുക്ക് കഴിക്കലും പിന്നെ പയസതിണ്ടേ സ്വാദ് നോക്കലും ഒക്കെയുണ്ട്.

തുണ് മാറ്റം ആണ് ഞങ്ങള്‍ കുട്ടികളുടെ പ്രധാന കളി ,പിന്നെ ഒളിച്ചും പൊട്ടല്‍ ,കാക്ക കളി,ഉച്ചയാകുമ്പോഴേക്കും വിശന്നിരിക്കും ,ആദ്യ പാണ്ടിയില്‍ തന്നെ അപ്പോപ്പനോടും മറ്റു മുതിര്‍ന്നവരോടും ഒപ്പോം കുട്ടികള്‍ക്കും ഇല വയ്ക്കും ,പായസം കഴിക്കയിരിക്കും തിടുക്കം പാല്‍പായസം ആണെങ്ങില്‍ എന്റെ കാര്യം പറയുകയും വേണ്ട.

ഞാന്‍ നാലാം ക്ലാസ്സില്‍ പഠിക്കുമ്പോളാണ് ഒരു ഓണത്തിന് ഇല്ലാത് TV വാങ്ങിയത് .അന്നുള്ള ഉത്സാഹം ഇപ്പോഴും ഓര്‍മയുണ്ട് ,ആ ടീവീ ബ്ലാക്ക്‌ ആന്‍ഡ്‌ വൈറ്റ് ആയിരുന്നു ,ദൂരദര്‍ശന്‍ മാത്രമേ ഉണ്ടായിരുന്നുള്ളു .കിലുക്കം ആണ് അന്ന് ടിരുവോനതിണ്ടേ അന്ന് ടീ വീ യില്‍ വന്നത് ,അതു കാണാന്‍ വന്ന ആള്‍ക്കാരും ഒക്കെ ഇപ്പൊ ഓര്‍ക്കുന്നു ,പക്ഷെ എന്ടോ തകരാറ് കാരണം അത്ര ക്ലിയര്‍ ആയിരുന്നില്ല ടീ വീ,പിന്നെ പിന്നെ വീ കീ ആരെ  ഇല്ലാത് വാങ്ങി .പിന്നെ എല്ലാ ഓണത്തിനും ഉച്ചയ്ക്ക് ശേഷം വീ സീ ആരെ ഇല പടം കനലായി.

എല്ലാരും കുടി ഇരുന്നാണ് കാണുക ,അതിനൊക്ക വലിയ ഉത്സാഹമായിരുന്നു കുട്ടികളായ ഞങ്ങള്‍ക്ക്.

ഇങ്ങനെ പോകുന്നു എന്റെ കുട്ടിക്കാലത്തെ ഓണവിശേഷങ്ങള്‍ ,ഞങ്ങള്‍ എത്ര ഭാഗ്യവന്മാരയിരുന്നു എന്ന് ഇപ്പോള്‍ ഉള്ള ഓണങ്ങള്‍ കാണുമ്പോള്‍ തോന്നുന്നു ,പൂ പറിക്കാന്‍ പോകല്‍ ഗ്രാമങ്ങളില്‍ പോലും പാടെ ഇല്ലാതായിരിക്കുന്നു,എല്ലാവര്ക്കും പൈസ കൊടുത്തു വാങ്ങുന്ന പൂക്കള്‍ മതി,കുടാതെ ഇപ്പോള്‍ ഉള്ള ഓണാഘോഷങ്ങള്‍ അണ്ണ്‍ കുടുംബംഗാളില്‍ ആയി ഒതുങ്ങി ,സദ്യ മാത്രം ഉണ്ടാക്കാറുണ്ട് ഓണത്തിന് ,ഇനി വരുന്ന തലമുറകളുടെ ഓണക്കലങ്ങള്‍ എനിക്ക് ഓര്‍ക്കാന്‍ വയ്യ .നഗരങ്ങളിലെ ഷോപ്പിംഗ്‌ കൊമ്പ്ലെക്ഷിലുമ് രെസ്ടുഅരെന്ടുകലില് മാത്രം ഒതുങ്ങുന്ന ഒരു ഓണമാവതിരിക്കാന്‍ ഞാന്‍ പ്രാര്‍ത്ഥിക്കുന്നു.

Cycle Thiefs are in the city: My Schwinn frontier expert 2011 model cycle got stolen on August 20th

My 1 year old Schwinn 2011 model cycle got stolen on august 20th 2012,when I have been to hometown for 3 days for Ramadan leaves.

It happened between 1 am to 6 am as my room mate have seen the cycle laying there at 1 am before she went to sleep.The thief's have cut the lock which i have used to tie it to a pole,they tried to burn the lock and when it didn't work they cut the lock using a strong cutter possibly gas cutter.

It was a shock to me, more then loosing the money I loved that cycle a lot as it was my companion to office on my daily travel,I got panic on the thought that my daily happy hormone release rides might get to an end as I don't have enough money to buy a new bike that time.

But my generous brother came to my rescue,he given his own bike which I have got him couple of months before as a gift,because he was not riding it as it is very heavy rainy season in Kerala(I am so much thankful to him).

Also thanks to Kiran ,my friend who owns fitness through travel shop. he assembled the cycle for me and given me the motivation to ride again by keeping all the hurtful feelings aside.

And I am back to wheels with the new GT aggressor bike.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

two months of cycling to office

I am feeling very good after more than 2 months of daily cycling to and fro to office,feels healthy fit and happy.

I have lost 3 kgs in past 1 week,I think after one and half month only the cycling started showing its effect.in 1 week I lost 3 kgs thats is quite a good rate.

Now i weight 74 kg, my aim in 1 more month is to reach 70 kg will wait and watch what is the progress.

I have read some where ideal weight loss is loosing 2 to 3 pounds a weeks that means average 1kg per week,I also want to stick to that and it will take almost 3 more months for me to reach to that ideal weight if I exercise and loose in that manner.

for me stubborn fats are more in my stomach ,my legs are already started becoming thin and stomach also reduced little bit,but I have to burn all that fat in my stomach so that I will look good too.

I am keeping me inspired by reading blogs about cycling and eating quite a healthy food avoiding all outside foods and cooking at home.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

3rd week of riding to office

Feeling great as I have hit the third week of riding the cycle to work.

Less tired,completes the ride with in 20 mins and feels so good after the ride energetic and active.

found this article in the net ,felt like to share every bit of it is true!

30 reasons to take up cycling
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1. You’ll get there faster
Commute by bike in the UK’s major cities and you’ll get there in half the time of cars, research by Citroen shows. In fact, if you drive for an hour in Cardiff’s rush hour, you’ll spend over 30 minutes going absolutely nowhere and average just 7mph, compared to averaging around 12-15mph while cycling.
2. Sleep more deeply
An early morning ride might knacker you out in the short term, but it’ll help you catch some quality shut-eye when you get back to your pillow. Stanford University School of Medicine researchers asked sedentary insomnia sufferers to cycle for 20-30 minutes every other day. The result? The time required for the insomniacs to fall asleep was reduced by half, and sleep time increased by almost an hour.
“Exercising outside exposes you to daylight,” explains Professor Jim Horne from Loughborough University’s Sleep Research Centre. “This helps get your circadian rhythm back in sync, and also rids your body of cortisol, the stress hormone that can prevent deep, regenerative sleep.”
3. Look younger
Scientists at Stanford University have found that cycling regularly can protect your skin against the harmful effects of UV radiation and reduce the signs of ageing. Harley Street dermatologist Dr Christopher Rowland Payne explains: “Increased circulation through exercise delivers oxygen and nutrients to skin cells more effectively, while flushing harmful toxins out. Exercise also creates an ideal environment within the body to optimise collagen production, helping reduce the appearance of wrinkles and speed up the healing process.” Don’t forget to slap on the factor 30 before you head out, though.
4. Boost your bowels
According to experts from Bristol University, the benefits of cycling extend deep into your core. “Physical activity helps decrease the time it takes food to move through the large intestine, limiting the amount of water absorbed back into your body and leaving you with softer stools, which are easier to pass,” explains Harley Street gastroenterologist Dr Ana Raimundo.
In addition, aerobic exercise accelerates your breathing and heart rate, which helps to stimulate the contraction of intestinal muscles. “As well as preventing you from feeling bloated, this helps protect you against bowel cancer,” Dr Raimundo says.
5. Increase your brain power
Need your grey matter to sparkle? Then get pedalling. Researchers from Illinois University found that a five percent improvement in cardio-respiratory fitness from cycling led to an improvement of up to 15 percent in mental tests. That’s because cycling helps build new brain cells in the hippocampus – the region responsible for memory, which deteriorates from the age of 30.
“It boosts blood flow and oxygen to the brain, which fires and regenerates receptors, explaining how exercise helps ward off Alzheimer’s,” says the study’s author, Professor Arthur Kramer.
6. Beat illness
Forget apples, riding’s the way to keep the doctor at bay. “Moderate exercise makes immune cells more active, so they’re ready to fight off infection,” says Cath Collins, chief dietician at St George’s Hospital in London.
In fact, according to research from the University of North Carolina, people who cycle for 30 minutes, five days a week take about half as many sick days as couch potatoes.
Riding’s the way to keep the doctor at bay:
Riding’s the way to keep the doctor at bay
7. Live longer
King’s College London compared over 2,400 identical twins and found those who did the equivalent of just three 45-minute rides a week were nine years ‘biologically younger’ even after discounting other influences, such as body mass index (BMI) and smoking.
“Those who exercise regularly are at significantly lower risk of cardiovascular disease, type two diabetes, all types of cancer, high blood pressure and obesity,” says Dr Lynn Cherkas, who conducted the research. “The body becomes much more efficient at defending itself and regenerating new cells.”
8. Save the planet
Twenty bicycles can be parked in the same space as one car. It takes around five percent of the materials and energy used to make a car to build a bike, and a bike produces zero pollution.
Bikes are efficient, too – you travel around three times as fast as walking for the same amount of energy and, taking into account the ‘fuel’ you put in your ‘engine’, you do the equivalent of 2,924 miles to the gallon. You have your weight ratio to thank: you’re about six times heavier than your bike, but a car is 20 times heavier than you.
9. Improve your sex life
Being more physically active improves your vascular health, which has the knock-on effect of boosting your sex drive, according to health experts in the US. One study from Cornell University also concluded that male athletes have the sexual prowess of men two to five years younger, with physically fit females delaying the menopause by a similar amount of time.
Meanwhile, research carried out at Harvard University found that men aged over 50 who cycle for at least three hours a week have a 30 percent lower risk of impotence than those who do little exercise.
10. It’s good breeding
A ‘bun in the oven’ could benefit from your riding as much as you. According to research from Michigan University in the US, mums-to-be who regularly exercise during pregnancy have an easier, less complicated labour, recover faster and enjoy better overall mood throughout the nine months. Your pride and joy also has a 50 percent lower chance of becoming obese and enjoys better in-utero neurodevelopment.
“There’s no doubt that moderate exercise such as cycling during pregnancy helps condition the mother and protect the foetus,” says Patrick O’Brien, a spokesman for the Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists.
A ‘bun in the oven’ could benefit from your riding as much as you:
A ‘bun in the oven’ could benefit from your riding as much as you
11. Heal your heart
Studies from Purdue University in the US have shown that regular cycling can cut your risk of heart disease by 50 percent. And according to the British Heart Foundation, around 10,000 fatal heart attacks could be avoided each year if people kept themselves fitter. Cycling just 20 miles a week reduces your risk of heart disease to less than half that of those who take no exercise, it says.
12. Your boss will love you
No, we don’t mean your Lycra-clad buttocks will entice your superiors into a passionate office romance, but they’ll appreciate what cycling does for your usefulness to the company. A study of 200 people carried out by the University of Bristol found that employees who exercised before work or at lunchtime improved their time and workload management, and it boosted their motivation and their ability to deal with stress.
The study also reported that workers who exercised felt their interpersonal performance was better, they took fewer breaks and found it easier to finish work on time. Sadly, the study didn’t find a direct link between cycling and getting a promotion.
13. Cycle away from the big C
There’s plenty of evidence that any exercise is useful in warding off cancer, but some studies have shown that cycling is specifically good for keeping your cells in working order. One long-term study carried out by Finnish researchers found that men who exercised at a moderate level for at least 30 minutes a day were half as likely to develop cancer as those who didn’t. And one of the moderate forms of exercise they cited? Cycling to work. Other studies have found that women who cycle frequently reduce their risk of breast cancer by 34 percent.
14. Lose weight in the saddle
Loads of people who want to shift some heft think that heading out for a jog is the best way to start slimming down. But while running does burn a ton of fat, it’s not kind to you if you’re a little larger than you’d like to be. Think about it – two to three times your body weight goes crashing through your body when your foot strikes the ground. If you weigh 16 stone, that’s a lot of force! Instead, start out on a bike – most of your weight is taken by the saddle, so your skeleton doesn’t take a battering. Running can wait…
15. You’ll make more money
If you’re cycling to lose weight then you could be in line for a cash windfall… Well, sort of. Researcher Jay Zagorsky, from Ohio State University, analysed data from the National Longitudinal Survey of Youth – which saw 7,300 people regularly interviewed between 1985 and 2000 – to see how their obesity and wealth changed over that period. Zagorsky concluded that a one unit increase in body mass index (BMI) score corresponded to an £800 or eight percent reduction in wealth. So, shed a few BMI points on the bike and start earning.
16. Avoid pollution
You’d think a city cyclist would suck up much more pollution than the drivers and passengers in the vehicles chucking out the noxious gases. Not so, according to a study carried out by Imperial College London. Researchers found that passengers in buses, taxis and cars inhaled substantially more pollution than cyclists and pedestrians.
On average, taxi passengers were exposed to more than 100,000 ultrafine particles – which can settle in the lungs and damage cells – per cubic centimetre. Bus passengers sucked up just under 100,000 and people in cars inhaled about 40,000. Cyclists, meanwhile, were exposed to just 8,000 ultrafine particles per cubic centimetre. It’s thought that cyclists breathe in fewer fumes because we ride at the edge of the road and, unlike drivers, aren’t directly in the line of exhaust smoke.
Cyclists breathe in fewer fumes than drivers:
Cyclists breathe in fewer fumes than drivers
17. Enjoy healthy family time
Cycling is an activity the whole family can do together. The smallest tyke can clamber into a bike seat or tow-along buggy, and because it’s kind on your joints, there’s nothing to stop grandparents joining in too.
Moreover, your riding habit could be sowing the seeds for the next Bradley Wiggins. Studies have found that, unsurprisingly, kids are influenced by their parents’ exercise choices. Put simply, if your kids see you riding regularly, they think it’s normal and will want to follow your example. Don’t be surprised, though, if they become embarrassed by your tendency to mismatch fluorescent Lycra when they become teenagers.
18. It means guilt-free snacks
Upping your salt intake is seldom your doctor’s advice, but in the few days leading up to a big ride or sportive, that’s exactly what you should do. This gives you the perfect excuse to munch on crisps and other salty foods you might normally avoid. The sodium in them helps protect your body against hyponatraemia, a condition caused by drinking too much water without enough sodium that can lead to disorientation, illness and worse.
19. Get better at any sport
Whether you want to keep in prime shape or just improve your weekly tennis game, a stint in the saddle is the way to begin. A recent medical study from Norway carried the title Aerobic Endurance Training Improves Soccer Performance, which makes it pretty clear that the knock-on benefits to other sports and activities are immense.
20. Make creative breakthroughs
Writers, musicians, artists, top executives and all kinds of other professionals use exercise to solve mental blocks and make decisions – including Jeremy Paxman, Sir Alan Sugar and Spandau Ballet. A study found that just 25 minutes of aerobic exercise boosts at least one measure of creative thinking. Credit goes to the flow of oxygen to your grey matter when it matters most, sparking your neurons and giving you breathing space away from the muddle and pressures of ‘real life’.
21. You’re helping others
Many cyclists turn their health, fitness and determination into fundraising efforts for the less fortunate. The London to Brighton bike ride has raised over £40 million for the British Heart Foundation since the two became involved in 1980, with countless other rides contributing to the coffers of worthy causes.
22. You can get fit without trying too hard
Regular, everyday cycling has huge benefits that can justify you binning your wallet-crippling gym membership. According to the National Forum for Coronary Heart Disease Foundation in the US, regular cyclists enjoy a fitness level equal to that of a person who’s 10 years younger.
23. Boost your bellows
No prizes for guessing that the lungs work considerably harder than usual when you ride. An adult cycling generally uses 10 times the oxygen they’d need to sit in front of the TV for the same period. Even better, regular cycling will help strengthen your cardiovascular system over time, enabling your heart and lungs to work more efficiently and getting more oxygen where it’s needed, quicker. This means you can do more exercise for less effort. How good does that sound?
24. Burn more fat
Sports physiologists have found that the body’s metabolic rate – the efficiency with which it burns calories and fat – is not only raised during a ride, but for several hours afterwards. “Even after cycling for 30 minutes, you could be burning a higher amount of total calories for a few hours after you stop,” says sports physiologist Mark Simpson of Loughborough University.
And as you get fitter, the benefits are more profound. One recent study showed that cyclists who incorporated fast intervals into their ride burned three-and-a-half times more body fat than those who cycled constantly but at a slower pace.
Cycling can help you lose pounds – but don't take it too far!:
Cycling can help you lose pounds – but don't take it too far!
25. You’re developing a positive addiction
Replace a harmful dependency – such as cigarettes, alcohol or eating too much chocolate – with a positive one, says William Glasser, author of Positive Addiction. The result? You’re a happier, healthier person getting the kind of fix that boosts the good things in life.
26. Get (a legal) high
Once a thing of myth, the infamous ‘runner’s high’ has been proven beyond doubt by German scientists. Yet despite the name, this high is applicable to all endurance athletes. University of Bonn neurologists visualised endorphins in the brains of 10 volunteers before and after a two-hour cardio session using a technique called positive emission tomography (PET). Comparing the pre- and post-run scans, they found evidence of more opiate binding of the happy hormone in the frontal and limbic regions of the brain – areas known to be involved in emotional processing and dealing with stress.
“There’s a direct link between feelings of wellbeing and exercise, and for the first time this study proves the physiological mechanism behind that,” explains study co-ordinator Professor Henning Boecker.
27. Make friends and stay healthy
The social side of riding could be doing you as much good as the actual exercise. University of California researchers found socialising releases the hormone oxytocin, which buffers the ‘fight or flight’ response.
Another nine-year study from Harvard Medical School found those with the most friends cut the risk of an early death by more than 60 percent, reducing blood pressure and strengthening their immune system. The results were so significant that the researchers concluded not having close friends or confidants is as detrimental to your health as smoking or carrying extra weight. Add in the fitness element of cycling too and you’re onto a winner.
28. Be happy
Even if you’re miserable when you saddle up, cranking through the miles will lift your spirits. “Any mild-to-moderate exercise releases natural feel-good endorphins that help counter stress and make you happy,” explains Andrew McCulloch, chief executive of the Mental Health Foundation. That’s probably why four times more GPs prescribe exercise therapy as their most common treatment for depression compared to three years ago. “Just three 30-minute sessions a week can be enough to give people the lift they need,” says McCulloch.

29. Feeling tired? Go for a ride
Sounds counter-intuitive but if you feel too tired for a ride, the best thing you can do is go for ride. Physical activity for even a few minutes is a surprisingly effective wake-up call. A review of 12 studies on the link between exercise and fatigue carried out between 1945 and 2005 found that exercise directly lowers fatigue levels.
30. Spend quality time with your partner
It doesn’t matter if your paces aren’t perfectly matched – just slow down and enjoy each other’s company. Many couples make one or two riding ‘dates’ every week. And it makes sense: exercise helps release feel-good hormones, so after a ride you’ll have a warm feeling towards each other even if he leaves the toilet seat up and her hair is blocking the plughole again.

Friday, July 13, 2012

Going Green

After a  three to four months break I have again started cycling.starting with fixing a flat on the rear tire.
Cycling in the bangalore city is not easy with the traffic and the pollution.

But I enjoy it,as It is overall beneficial for me in aspects like Money,Time,and Health.

I have saved at least a 100 Rs per day after I started cycling to office,and the climate is ideal now not much rain and cool and windy.

I am owning an Schwinn mountain bicycle which I have got almost an year back after I have gone for a weekend safari in Bangalore.I realized that owing a bicycle is better than owing a bike as It is fun riding it,also money wise and health wise it is great to ride the bicycle than a bile/scooter.that's why I brought a bicycle ,which many of my friends have said it is crazy to spend that much money on a bicycle.

I feel great after a ride,mood all refreshed and ready to jump in to anything and active through out the day.But I still have taken breaks on my riding during summer due to the extensive heat and rode only in the nights that too not regularly.

But as now the monsoon arrived I am again excited to ride and cant wait to get on the saddle and already completed the two days of ride.

One of my friend have said going for a cycle ride is like meditation you are detached from everything your bicycle is the only companion to you,you are free thats the beauty of the cycle riding.

And now I am a free women.



Monday, July 9, 2012

Being emotional

I have been recently noticed that I am becoming too emotional upon watching movies,rather than having fun.
The recent movies which I have watched where "Ustad Hotel" and "Manjadikkuru".I had cried through out the manjadikkuru movie,It was very nostalgic for me.I guess rather than movie being so nostalgic I have gone nostalgic watching home and native in the movie.

It is rainy season now,I have not yet visited my sweet home,there are lot of reasons for that.main one is the cold war with parents on marriage,It have started in a light manner now it have gone to an extend which I can not control.so even though rainy season is the favorite season for me I am unable to go home thinking of facing the parents and having a fight with them.

I have always wondered how people can drift apart in relation ships.till yesterday they will be every thing for you and suddenly all seems to be like a dream.and your thoughts and love are never the same.

#Home sickness