death is a mystery to most of us..even to me..most of us fear death....I have seen couple of deaths in my life..death of my grand mother,grand father and mom's moms death...but saw the dead body of only my grand mother..fathers mother when I was in 9th stand she expired...She was looking cold..but same person no change..her legs where cold when I touched her..I think its better to not see a dead body..because seeing one will make us realize that person have already left from our life's...not seeing will not give that feel...it will give a feel that the person is still belong to our life..and there some where..where we can not see...
That is what happened with my grandfathers death..I could not see his body...they cremated him before I reached home from Bangalore..same with my muttassi..I dint see her life less body..she was already cremated...I was not much sad...the sadness started sinking in slowly whenever I go to her home and not see her there...
I have always wondered where these people go...death is of course a sad feeling...that's why most of the people hesitate to talk about it...every body know its an unsaid truth..every body have to kiss it one or another day...
I have imagined what will be after death..may be we will be still in this world..with out a body...free...able to travel wherever we want...able to travel with time..able to see the people ..feel the people...or its the end? nothing...its a forever sleep...I would like to see death as freedom..a freedom from all these worldly pleasures..a freedom from all the unhappiness happiness..a freedom from these materialistic life's..a freedom from all the boundaries and limitations..a freedom forever...
I have Imagined how it will be if a die under the water..or the ocean..I will fall down to the bed of the ocean...I will feel suffocated for a moment then the freedom...I will be detached from the body...I could travel in the air...I could reach to my home see my mom dad...go to Singapore and see what he doing..go to all the people I wanted to visit and see what they doing...can go to mountains..can see sunsets sunrises...my death wont be painful..it will be a freedom!!!
PS : Jiah Ghans death is quite disturbing....I think she would have also thought the same and would have embraced it willingly.
That is what happened with my grandfathers death..I could not see his body...they cremated him before I reached home from Bangalore..same with my muttassi..I dint see her life less body..she was already cremated...I was not much sad...the sadness started sinking in slowly whenever I go to her home and not see her there...
I have always wondered where these people go...death is of course a sad feeling...that's why most of the people hesitate to talk about it...every body know its an unsaid truth..every body have to kiss it one or another day...
I have imagined what will be after death..may be we will be still in this world..with out a body...free...able to travel wherever we want...able to travel with time..able to see the people ..feel the people...or its the end? nothing...its a forever sleep...I would like to see death as freedom..a freedom from all these worldly pleasures..a freedom from all the unhappiness happiness..a freedom from these materialistic life's..a freedom from all the boundaries and limitations..a freedom forever...
I have Imagined how it will be if a die under the water..or the ocean..I will fall down to the bed of the ocean...I will feel suffocated for a moment then the freedom...I will be detached from the body...I could travel in the air...I could reach to my home see my mom dad...go to Singapore and see what he doing..go to all the people I wanted to visit and see what they doing...can go to mountains..can see sunsets sunrises...my death wont be painful..it will be a freedom!!!
PS : Jiah Ghans death is quite disturbing....I think she would have also thought the same and would have embraced it willingly.
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